Trance

This is something I wrote a few years ago after one of my many daydreams…….

Do you ever have this feeling
That you’re not really here?
Your soul seems to float
Some place in the atmosphere
You sit in a crowded room
Can’t seem to hear a sound
And you’re sure, could swear in fact, your feet
Are not on ground

You look around
You gaze, you see, you begin to analyze
You’re wondering
If what you see is really through your eyes
You wonder
‘Am I human?, Do I really exist
Or has this all been a dream
With a really wicked twist?’

But then someone walks up to you
Smiles with arm outstretched
You breathe and cheer deep inside
‘Thank God it’s not a hex!’
You smile, extend your arm
And then look into their eyes
You giggle a little then you think
‘I may have just stopped time’

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Aerewee

It’s great to be back writing again. I had trouble getting the stories out of my dreams and into writing. hope you like this one, it’s quite long though :) . Please let me know what you think. :)

And Happy Birthday to my darling sis Elyonsgirl. I love you!

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It was late and Kola was finally heading back home

“well, iss not like iss my ‘ouse sef”

He looked at the screen of his beat up Nokia phone and knew Uncle Peter would kill him if he was not at the house in thirty minutes.

“on top say I no make money today….. I no wan die abeg”

Fortunately, his uncle’s house was close by, just two bus stops from the one the driver was just pulling into,

“Owa o” someone shouts

Kola turned and realized that it was the fish seller woman who had tried to push him out of the way when entering the bus.

“mschew.. with that her nonsense ikebe”

The conductor sat in the space created by her absence and the driver was just about to pull out of the bus stop when a girl showed up and begged him to stop

“Please I’m going to Oladinta”, she said

“Enter jare”

She squeezed in beside Kola and held on tight to the case she carried.

Kola meanwhile had been staring at the lady till she sat beside him

“Dis babe fine sha”, he thought to himself

That’s when he noticed the case she was carrying – it looked almost small enough to pass as a regular office bag but he noticed the effort it took the girl to hold onto it. He was pretty sure there was a laptop in it. Uncle Peter’s advice from when he first came to Lagos played in a corner of his mind

“Kola,toba ri any big sontin like this ehn, make sure you try to form ‘nice guy’ ehn? When dem body don cool down small jus carry the thing dey go sey you hear?”

But there was no time to make friends here, they were approaching the next bus stop which was hers

“Sista how far mehn”, he said in his best American impression, after all she was ‘oyinbo’ so he wanted her to know she was with her kind

The lady turned to him and just stared for a few minutes without replying

It was at the back of Kola’s mind to just back off and leave her alone but then he got angry

“who she be sef ehn? Cannot even  answer sumbori when dia asking her sontin… I will show her today”

“oladintan”, the conductor called out

The lady indicated that this was her stop and got ready to get down once the bus stopped moving

She came down with her case and Kola followed.

As the bus drove away, she began to walk away quickly clutching the case to herself as she did

“Sista you di-no efen hanswer me when I’m talking to you that time” Kola said to her

She tried to walk away but Kola followed quickly and pushed her to the pavement. She was extremely still for a minute and a thought passed in Kola’s mind that he may have killed her.

“Please leave….” , she said

“You better give me that bag now”, he said as he brought out his knife “or else”

The lady turned and adjusted to face him. She was beautiful, and Kola’s derelict vocabulary failed to come up with a proper adjective for her – he was lost in her face, her fair skin and beautiful eyes, her long –

“you can take my phone but I need to get to Cen- I mean, home with the bag.”

“oya bring the phone” he said stretching

After collecting it, he said “oya give me dat bag too”

“please sir”, she begged “I really need to get it back home, its important”

Kola snatched the bag from her and hit her hard so she fell again

“stupid girl, you lucky say I no get ya time this night if not ehn I for show you sontin” Kola then spat in her general direction and walked away leaving her on the floor.

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“Kola, this useless boy, you wan kill me?”  Uncle Peter was at the door ‘welcoming’ him home

After they had both gone in and the door was locked, Kola proceeded to show his Uncle his ‘earnings’ for  the day.

“Kola, my boy” this from Uncle Peter while sizing up the case “you do well o”

“thanks sa” Kola replied. For a while, they both just stare at the case

“Open am my friend, you tink say na magic?”

Kola rushed forward to open the case and found a relatively new laptop and a black slab very similar to those expensive phones that those ‘big big people are always making noise about’

“Kola, tomorrow we will go to Emeka’s place and sell it you hear? Just hide the bag well well for inside ya room. I no wan hear ‘tory tomorrow o? S’otigbo?”

“M’otigbo sa”, Kola replied.

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Aerewee  got up from the floor and wiped the tears from her eyes,

“Pretending to be a mortal is so damn hard” she said smiling a little to herself and dusting off her dress

“Such an impolite race, oh well… I guess it can’t be helped” she thought to herself as she left.

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Later that night and after a cup of Uncle Peter’s best gin to celebrate,  Kola lay in bed about to sleep and thought to himself what great luck it was that he ‘found’ the case and wondering how much the ‘black slab’ phone would bring him.

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“the foolish child” she said watching him sleep

She was angry now, she had tried to be reasonable with the mortal

“I even begged, and who has heard of Aerewee begging ever”, she seethed

” I really should get Taenki to reconsider this mission”

Kola stirred in his sleep and made some grunting noises

“WAKE UP” she commanded

Kola sat bolt upright and coming face to face with the ‘oyinbo’ from earlier, he began to shiver in fear

“foolish mortal, where is my Taelin” Aerewee asked

“Ma?”

“I said where is my Taelin slab”

“oh d d d dddat tin” he replied “let me get it, ma” this while stumbling from his bed.

He  retrieved the bag and presented it to her shielding his face.

She descended and unzipped the bag and took out the slab which had begun to glow in a dull amber colour.

“Now mortal, let us talk about your payment” she said closing in on him with a smile growing on her face.

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The next morning, Uncle Peter woke up to see that Kola had not cleaned the parlour yet

“Wetin dey do am sef, shey na because im go make small money abi?, nonsense”

He opened Kola’s room door and the burning smell sent him reeling backwards.

Kola’s room looked like a bomb exploded in it but the smoke and smell stayed trapped within the walls

“Kola”, he called out, fanning the smoke to clear a path to see. He was afraid now and wondered what had happened to the boy.

He could hear a whimpering noise get louder as he approached the corner of the room, there he found Kola crying like a baby and hunched over shaking in fear

“my friend get up from dier” reaching out to grab him by the shoulder.

That’s when he noticed the long bloodied gash on his back not pouring out blood but fizzing like there was some sort of acid in the gash

“Kola…. We we wwetin happen, tell me o, which kain juju be dis ehn….” He stammered

“Kola answer me now o, i say wetin happen”, he repeated .

Without a reply,Uncle Peter became hysterical and ran out of the room calling for the neighbours leaving Kola still hunched up in the corner with the putrid gash, still crying.

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Musings

These days I find myself without anything to say,
I hold my pen in my hands but I feel nothing,
My brushes are stiff and dry,
No colours, no lights, no words
I’m a shadow
No, a shadow at least has some dimension
I am……. oh I don’t know what I am
But I just see
See things
No feelings, no ties
I float around, a tiny bit of everyone’s existence
A part of every story
But mine.
I have begun to dream nightmares
Of numbers and symbols where colour and music used to be
No streams, no fire
Just rock, metal and those bloody numbers.
I’m not sure what it is..
It makes me tired
And afraid
Very afraid
Like there’s a leak I can’t find
And my soul, my essence, my pressure
Seeps out slowly
I die slowly
A little each day
Drip,drip,drip
Until everything fades and only the numbers remain.
So I take my quill and brushes
I need to find that leak
And try to plug it
My existence depends on it
I refuse to be a shade
Always passing through never affecting
I drug myself with light and color
And constant music
Perhaps I will be healed
And the plug fixed
Perhaps.

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Miss Mayweather

sequel to the ‘Sir Greendown’ post….. Enjoy

“57821″, she announced.
I accepted. There was little else I could do. I was after all created and my programming set to accept the first set of numbers as my ID.
I was, no wait, I am special ….. The first of my kind – the Android 3000 series, the toast of the town and pride of the Cyborg-Bioroid Center Alliance. I was an Android….. you could say humanoid – all the fluidity, calm and beauty associated with humans but all the sensibilities and calculation of the Cyborgs…. I have 57800 – 57820 to thank for that.
I was perfect. Professor Towlin was beyond proud and showed me off to our biggest patron….. Anthony.

I remember when I first saw him,
Race: Predominantly Neo-Nigera, trace Eurasian DNA present, Weight: 80kg, Age: 30-39 years, disputable, Sex: Male, Body mass index: 22.2, Vitals: healthy……..”
My data processor continued to pour in data into my Central unit and file it away.
Then he smiled, extended his hand and said
“Hello, I’m Anthony”
“Ohayo, watashi wa 57821, dozo yoroshikun”,
Professor Towlin was a little embarrassed and explained he’d just downloaded the Nipponese language module and forgot to reset to English..
“Dozo yoroshikun”, Anthony replied
I smiled, it was one of the bioroid reflexes I completely understood.
“Demo, 57821, I don’t think it suits you much as a name..” He said as the Professor resst my language module to English.
“We’ll have to do something about that”
After a few minutes of talking with Anthony and the scientists, Professor Towlin led me away.
“She needs to have a few modules downloaded to get ready for tonight”
I searched my Central unit for any information that might clarify his statement and found none.
“5″, he said – he’d taken to using the first digit of my ID as my name.
“Your first social test run will be this evening with Sir Anthony”
“Okay”
“You’ll be attending a command performance by the Metropolis Dance Company”
“Alright”
He sighed
“5, darling, you have to remember what I said earlier about conversation, you know stringing sentences together? Single word answers will do you know good”
“I understand Professor, I’ll try to be more careful”
He smiled at me while detaching the transfer node
“That’s better, there’s an appropriate dress for the evening in the adjoining room. Join us as soon as you’ve changed”
That’s another big difference between my kind and Cyborgs- Androids don’t ‘generate’ 3d or skin clothes, we have to wear them…. in event of a crash a very naked Android would be embarrassing.
I touched the dress and my Central Unit droned on again,
“Composite fabric, Contents: 93% Silk, 6% Nylon, 1% 12k gold thread. Origin: Neo-nigera, Style: Couture retro, Designer: Feriga, Season: Harmattan 2714….
The bioroid half of me meanwhile enjoyed the lush feel of the fabric against my skin, the way it stretched when I wore it, the way the colour contrasted with my dark complexion.
“…….Style reminiscent of designer Victoria Beckham circa 2010…, cut-out back, single long sleeve, body forming, floor length, Current cost 3,00000 Metroliies,………”
I was already done dressing up and even back in with Sir Anthony and the others when my Central unit stopped analysing the dress.
They all stopped and stared and I registered astonishment, happiness and some worry from the faces in the room.
“You look awesome, 5″
The other techs echoed their agreement
“You still need a name though” this from Anthony
Everyone murmured agreement and began suggesting names
” Clara”, “Persephone”, “Zahara”, “Ziccorah”, “Simbi”, “Ada”………
“Cindi with an ‘i’ ” Professor Towlin said with a small smile to Anthony
“Yeah, Cindi……… Cindi Mayweather”
And so I was named, and as I left the lab with my arm in Sir Anthony’s, my Central Unit updated itself
” Android 3000 series, Patent no.: 57821, Alias: Cindi Mayweather.”

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The Death of Sound.

“Life’s too short to not smell the roses……”
- Everyone! :)

Floods
Waves on waves on waves
Of sound
Wash over me
I can’t drown

The need to stop
To ponder, to feel
I cannot have
And the floods
Waves on waves on waves
Have met

And fought
Rage and smooth
Till they decide-
They fade

I still move
I trudge on
I will not feel
“For now”, I think
“Till later, I’m busy”

And rest comes,
My load is lighter
I smile
And try to connect
To drown, to feel
But the floods
The waves on waves on waves
Have left.

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Sir Greendown

This post is inspired by some events and not-so-events that happened recently…….first is a baby christening I attended recently. My colleague’s baby Iteoluwa Uredojo Adetunmbi is absolutely the cutest baby ever and looks nothing like his dad and everything like his ma. And it was his christening that inspired most of what I’m about to put up in this post……Second is a small part where a wish goes wrong in the movie Eragon while the third and infinity is the art of Miss Janelle Monae – the Metropolis and ArchAndroid albums have this awesome futuristic story threaded through awesome music and even though my last burden is quite heavy, I must say that these two albums have been a wonderful find and have helped inspire my mind, hands and are the source of the main characters in this post.
Hope you enjoy this story. Please let me know what you think.

My name is Anthony Greendown, well at least that’s what it is now…….I remember my real name, I’d rather not tell though.
So, I’m the famous billionaire Anthony Greendown – patron of Metropolis’ Bioroid Development Centre and the most eligible bachelor of the year 2715. Today I stand on the balcony of my penthouse suite with my glass of wine and celebrate my birthday.
As with all my birthdays, my tech – enhanced memory recalls its earliest file – the day of my christening……..
It was the 5th of September in a country now known as Neo-nigera……it seems interesting enough – people, food, wine but all I wanted to do was sleep………my mother, God bless her, had gladly handed me over to her friends so they could fawn over me….. She sat cuddled with my dad and smiled at every dumb baby joke that was made that day. She was proud of me, you could tell and my dad was besotted with us both.
After a few minutes, a young man stood up and after a few chants of ‘pastor’ from every corner of the room, asked to pray for me, he carried me and looked into my eyes and viewing that memory now, I realise he had exuded a strange presence in that moment that was odd for his years – my baby self on the other hand, could care less as shown when the memory fades into a fog of colours and muffled sounds as I fell asleep. A few minutes later someone nudges pastor and I wake up to hear the words “He will not die” and the small group surrounding him shout a hearty “Amen” in response. The memory fades again as my lazy baby self dozes off.
Years later, I came to find out that that day and more specifically that prayer was the source of my curse.
Cindi walks up to me in a dress I bought her on her birthday and a bottle of vintage wine from the year I was born as was our custom.
“Happy birthday darling”, she says
I smile at her, she is a wonderful reproduction of my beloved Cindi whom I had married and outlived – hopefully the lab guys at the Bioroid center would soon come up with the serum that would make my beautiful android completely human, I could hardly wait – I knew she had great things ahead of her.
“Thank you, Cindi”, I reply
And as we clink our glasses of 2011 vintage Chardonnay, I smile again in anticipation of many more years with my beloved Cindi Mayweather.
My name is Anthony Greendown and I am an immortal.

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Andrea’s Revenge.

Hey everyone! So this post is a short story – something I did in response to a post on http://astoldbynono.wordpress.com/ titled So You Think You Can Think (3). The idea is the blogger gives the beginning or end of a story and you are to create the full story around it.
I’ve highlighted the part given by the blogger and left my half plain. Hope you enjoy it :)
P.S. Criticism is accepted too
P.P.S Be nice :)

His eyes fluttered open. The bright bolt of sunlight that flooded the room stung and he quickly closed them. He tried to move his hands towards his eyes to shield them but the pain he felt was excruciating. Some seconds, perhaps minutes passed and not so distant sounds of movement brought him back to the present. He knew he had to move. He had to get up. He had to open his eyes. Using every bout of strength left in him he pushed up from where he had been lying and he opened his eyes, wincing loudly as he did so.

“Good, you’re up.”
He stared at her face and for a few seconds could not remember her name…….
“Andrea,……..what the hell happened to me last night?”
She leaned on the doorjamb and laughed
“You took a beating, that’s what…….to think it wiped your memory” she giggled while walking over to the cooker.
Kene tried to straighten himself but reeled at the flood of memories from yesterday came in….
It was at the club, some bastard had cut in when he was dancing with Andrea. He would have been pleased, she was beautiful but the runt had the nerve to shove him while cutting in.
“Hey” he’d called and didn’t get an answer. He hated being ignored-really hated it. Grabbing the man by the shoulder he spun him around
“I said ‘hey’”. The first thing he noticed where the glasses. The man adjusted them and said
“I want a dance with the lady, is that too – “
Kene punched him hard sending him to the floor….it was to be a warning for glasses-face to get the hell out of his way.
The man fell and while standing adjusted his glasses and smiled….it occured to Kene for a split-second that the smile was a warning of sorts, but all he could think of was smashing it off his face and make -
Before he could finish that thought a series of jabs to his torso surprised him and just as he was about to react, he felt himself going numb and everything went black.
He growled again more from the embarrassment than the pain,
‘I can’t believe it’, he thought to himself and frowned even more when he thought about the people watching
‘Oh man’
Andrea watched him for a while and with a little smirk said
“Come on Rocky, time for breakfast”

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